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by onderdonk
11 Mar 2013 17:17
Forum: Share Your Lucid Dreams
Topic: supernatural dream in a movie theatre
Replies: 3
Views: 700

Re: supernatural dream in a movie theatre

Yes, totally distrustful of authority. Diagnosed with "schizotypal personality disorder". Never trusted my parents to raise me, they seemed insane, full of irrational fears, manic, hysterical, and blind as far as what they thought would be best for me. Any time I see cops, I go into wild i...
by onderdonk
09 Mar 2013 17:43
Forum: General Lucid Discussion
Topic: anyone know how to STOP LD's?
Replies: 12
Views: 2225

Re: anyone know how to STOP LD's?

Thanks taniaaust1 I appreciate your attention and understanding. The part about only sleeping in the tub and suicidal ideation reminds me that about two years ago, that was me - and in the tub I can only sleep two hours till it's too cramping, very uncomfortable. The rest of the night I'd pace the b...
by onderdonk
09 Mar 2013 04:34
Forum: General Lucid Discussion
Topic: anyone know how to STOP LD's?
Replies: 12
Views: 2225

Re: anyone know how to STOP LD's?

ok came up with an answer to my own question, kind of. it's an overactive mind. I'm sitting here reading all day. Mostly novels, but also essays on the web, and all the schizophrenia forums about delusions. It isn';t the stuff I read that shows up in my dreams, but I think it does overheat the brain...
by onderdonk
09 Mar 2013 02:18
Forum: General Lucid Discussion
Topic: kenosis and astral projection
Replies: 1
Views: 362

kenosis and astral projection

This was a delusion so potent that on the first night, about 27 years ago, which I remember vividly and viscerally, it was an outright hallucination. And over a little time with a little practice, I developed this belief… I have ghost bugs, it's been a problem on and off for 27 years, from right bac...
by onderdonk
09 Mar 2013 00:43
Forum: Share Your Lucid Dreams
Topic: schizophrenic dream
Replies: 1
Views: 447

schizophrenic dream

While I am awake I may be schizotypal but I am not schizophrenic; I know the 'difference’ between dreams and reality, even if half the significant stuff that happens to me in life happens in dreams. But when I am asleep, I go over the edge. "The despicable devil gets you at your most defenseles...
by onderdonk
09 Mar 2013 00:38
Forum: Share Your Lucid Dreams
Topic: dream of the year
Replies: 1
Views: 437

dream of the year

Having had so many haunted dreams all my life, I’ve weaved them into sort of a self-consistent delusionary reality. I say that at around age 5, I had been chased by the demons so many times that I decided to give in and let them catch me, take me inside the wall in the basement of my mom’s house. Th...
by onderdonk
09 Mar 2013 00:35
Forum: Share Your Lucid Dreams
Topic: supernatural dream in a movie theatre
Replies: 3
Views: 700

supernatural dream in a movie theatre

It was like a whole movie. The dream begins with me sitting in a movie theatre, watching a movie, and there are several other people watching too. But the theatre isn't full, just a quarter full. All of a sudden, some kids, mostly very young maybe a few teenagers, all running in from the back of the...
by onderdonk
08 Mar 2013 23:36
Forum: General Lucid Discussion
Topic: i believe in an inner observer. do u?
Replies: 6
Views: 920

Re: i believe in an inner observer. do u?

kind of; I've noticed all these years that in almost every haunted dream, that plays out like a movie and you have no idea what's gonna happen next but at the end you can tell how it was all written to end the way it did, that among the cast of characters no matter how large, there are usually TWO k...
by onderdonk
08 Mar 2013 23:29
Forum: General Lucid Discussion
Topic: anyone know how to STOP LD's?
Replies: 12
Views: 2225

Re: anyone know how to STOP LD's?

This was a few days ago. i was asleep on the metal plate in my room in the real world, and I kept waking up into this other room, a strange room in another world, where I was also asleep on the floor. At first I would just look up and try to see out the window if the sun was coming back up, and go b...
by onderdonk
08 Mar 2013 23:23
Forum: General Lucid Discussion
Topic: anyone know how to STOP LD's?
Replies: 12
Views: 2225

anyone know how to STOP LD's?

I used to practice LD years ago. Learned from a book called "dream yoga", taught pretty much what I see described here. After a short time, I could LD every night. But it was what happened to my consciousness during the day that made me want to quit. Every time I'd close my eyes for a mome...

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