What I did was tell myself before going to sleep that, when dreaming, I would stop running and turn and face my attackers. Well, it worked wonderfully!! Just a few times and the chasing stopped, as did all dreams... until about 6 months ago.
6 mos ago, I began dreaming of myself sleeping in my bed, but I was having trouble falling asleep because it felt like something was laying in bed behind me, allways behind me. I could FEEL it squirming around there!
The thing is, I am dreaming of myself dreaming, and when I wake up I am not sure which dream I woke up from, and if I am still dreaming. The "ghosty thing behind me" seems to be when I wake up for real, and I can still feel it there.
One time, when I rolled onto "the thing behind me", I heard a loud squealing sound, so "other worldly" I cannot describe it - "be be be be be be be". Several times I have sat up in bed when I hear breathing, it moves around the end of my bed, up the side, and crawls into bed and goes silent. I think I am awake, I am sure I am awake!!
I either have that dream [something behind me, that seems like a ghost], or lately, these "channelled dreams" where I dream someone else's dreams - places I have never been to, like Atlanta Georgia or LA, and with people I have never met [my dark girlfriend who comes to my trailer], etc etc. Totally vivid stuff, so clear, it seems I am there. I remember every detail the next day.
It keeps happening. I have gotten help to clear ghosts from my room and apartment, I have taken every bit of advise I got because this has gotten serious. I am at my wits end, I cannot take much more. These dreams allways wake me up, and I HAVE to get out of bed, I am so disturbed... I am not getting more than about two hours of sleep a night, and usually none during the day. I am so exhausted
One type of dream or the other, it really feels like someone or something is doing this to me.
Any suggestions? Any help at all? - sorry if this is a bit much for an introduction...
I have gotten help to clear ghosts from my room and apartment
I dont have any belief in ghosts as in many years of dreaming there are not many experiences concerning entities or spirits or presences including what you are describing that I have not had. I put ALL of them down to the various stages of falling asleep and these range from SP to OBE and will give all manner of body experience and hallucinations. They are all part of the LD experience. What worked for me was just accepting them, dont fight them but in your mind acknowledge them and then dismiss them as part of the process of falling asleep. Use these experiences to get lucid not let them use you.
In fact, I had decided that I will do what worked before - turn and face "the thing behind me in my bed".
Thanks for the clarity, I will let you know how it goes. Last night was a "night off", which has been happening every 3 days in a pattern recently. Tonights the night!!
This swaying motion continued all night. I woke up the next day and googled furiously to try to find anything on this subject, but nothing came up. A week later, my roommate was going on vacation for 5 days, so I was pretty scared that I had to sleep at home alone with this new thing that was happening, But I thought maybe if I put it out of my head and dont think about it, It wont happen again. but it did, and it kept getting worse and worse, first it was just a gentle shake, then it started swaying, It almost felt like my bed was a crib, and I was being rocked. so I got up and moved downstairs, where it even followed me to my basement, where the couch rocked all night long; then I moved to my roommates room because he was away, But in there I actually felt a presence that crept up on the bed next to me on my right side, and got really close to my face. I was so scared I could not move for a few minutes. I just layed there with tears streaming down my face until I finally built up enough courage to jump up and run out of the room. All that happened the first night my roommate was gone and I was home alone. So the next night, I called my aunt; who is really into the spiritual side of life and tried to explain my story to her without sounding insane. She was nice about it, But I could tell that even she didnt know what to tell me or what to do. She invited me to her house and I felt relieved. Until I got there and realized that it was doing it there too, I laid on her couch to sleep, and within 2 minutes I felt that sensation of swaying once again. I could even feel the wind on my exposed feet that were just too long to be covered by the throw blanket she gave me to sleep with. This is when I started to get terrified and stressed out because all I wanted was one single good night sleep. I awoke the next day, told her it happened there too, she looked at me like she wanted to believe me but she said I was just stressed out and I just need to relax. By this point I was literally shaking; which she pointed out and said maybe it was all in my own head. So I went back home and
I was and am still baffled. That went on for at least 5 months with maybe one night of it not happening every 3 weeks or so.
Lately, I've been feeling something on the bed next to me. At first I could only feel it walking on the bed next to me, as I lay there trying to sleep. It almost felt like a dog (I've never owned a dog) or some kind of animal. If I lay still, It will just keep walking next to me all night long. It still sways at times too, almost like someone is standing on my bed, and pushing against the wall, thats how it feels. I've been racking my brain trying to figure out how to show someone that its really moving, but I couldnt figure out how because its really moving a quarter of an inch if that. It feels like my whole room is located on a boat. I kind of put it out of my head so I dont go insane during the day, and I stay up until Im exhausted everynight so that when i finally do hit my bed, even a tornado could bother me. but even then I feel it. but last night, I felt it next to me again, but this time it started to touch my feet over the blankets, I'd get up and look but nothing would be there. This happened all night long. So today, I finally figured out that I could download a level app from the android store, and place it on my desk, at the foot of my bed. and as i suspected, it moves constantly, between a 0 and 1. I can take video of it if you guys would like to prove im not making this up. I know nobody here can help me, but I just wanted to share my story with someone in hopes that maybe someone else is going through this same thing or has gone through this before and can give me tips on what to do.
Sorry for the novel!
Good Luck. I think sleep is important and I hope you get a good night's sleep in the future.
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