Earlier that week I had watched a video on you tube about lucid dreaming off of the edgar cayce page and it said to do something constructive with your dreams and amazing. Before this I really would just fly throughout the air and see what I could fly through.
The video asked to shout out, I want to speak to God see I already had expectations because in the video it stated that one of the class mates did this, and he saw a big red door in the sky but nothing else out of his experience did I share.
This is my dream
I realize I am dreaming when I find myself sitting at the table of my child hood house with my grandmother and my mother. I realized I was dreaming when I looked at my mom, I knew that she had already passed away and that this must be a dream. So I walk out the back sliding door, off of the patio and stand right before the pool. I look up into the beautiful sky and realize how amazing this all is, just trying to take it all in. Then I shout out I want to speak to God!!! and then I felt something wrap around my heart ever so gently and pull me quickly up into the sky. I see that this force is taking me to a door, a big red door with rays of light shooting out from every side of it. As I approach it with excitement, fear sets in. I am afraid of what I may see or what I will not see when I open the door so I take control over my body and I keep on flying.
As I circle around in the air, I think of another question to ask. When then I asked What is my purpose? When I ended up in a room that looked like it was a place to where you could help others take showers, it was a big room... As I walk out I end up in this lobby that was beautiful and I walk into the first room to the right and there was 3 other people in the room. I try to explain to them that this is a dream and they just look at me weirdly and I asked them the date, and they didnt know either or they just werent telling me. I look around the room to try to find if I can find a date written on anything but I didnt have any luck.
So I walked out of the room and walked down the hallway when I asked my third question. Who is my soul mate?! and then the force takes a hold of me again and I end up in an airport, in a meeting room. I go to sit down but I am beginning to think that maybe I wasnt ready to know. So I walked out of the meeting room in this airport and as I am walking down the terminal and I just happened to glance over to another meeting room, where I see someone I knew from elementary named Chris and he was in a uniform. Which is strange because I have never had any interest in this guy, I actually thought that we were like enemies because I still remember he used to make fun of me because I was the new kid in 2nd grade. Maybe that is supposed to be symbolic though and it really isnt him. But, he came up to me and hugged me and I really felt true love and then I got so excited that I woke myself up.
After reading a bit of Waggoner's eBook, i also experimented with meeting my subconscious (didn't occur to me to meet god, but that's a different story). This is the dream entry:
What i found in my subconscious was very unexpected, but the overwhelming emotional experience in there had allowed me to see a deeper part of my being i may have been previously ignoring.
One month later i was diagnosed with depression (that i apparently had for quite some time and wasn't really aware of).
No I haven't really contacted him, other than being his friend on facebook. He actually lives in Chicago now, (I still live in the suburbs of detroit), but thinking more into it.. it could of been one of my alternate realites... see I was suppose to be in the Army and at the last possible minute I backed out of it and I would of been an air traffic controller.
I just read your dream, and it was amazing. I seem to have the same problems with making sure my intentions are right and that I fully want to know what I am asking.. I have at times backed out of letting my subconscious guide me in mid flight and it is not ended so good. I seem to be very indesicive, I am always thinking of wonderful ideas but never putting them into action.
Lucid dreaming is definitely a playground for getting to know yourself more and really diving into the creation of what makes you, you.
The reason I asked to speak to God, was in part that I just watched a video by edgar cayce's school on you tube that mentioned being more constructive with your dreams and asking questions like that and the fact that when I became consciously aware in the dream state my mother was sitting there that had passed a way a couple years prior. I honestly can't say that I have had a more thrilling dream than that since even though I have had many lucid dreams since then.
I also have read up on Robert Waggoner. I actually accidently fell into his book when I was listening to a podcast on dream talk radio with Robert Moss as the guest. When I went back to find his last name on dream talk radio, I saw Waggoner and immediately went to amazon and found his book that "Guide to you Inner Self" which was perfect for me because I felt a deep strong presence of a whole other life just waiting for me to open up to and let it radiant out into my lucid life.
It is very nice going back and forth with you, I look forward to reading more of your dreams and experiences!!
My gut tells me that if you really want to talk to God in a dream, it's because you really need to talk to God, and no one else but God.
Keep exploring, i'm really curious about the capabilities of the subconscious.
Hi Dreamsphere! Thank you. I never thought I would get that far either and I was trying for quite a while. The main reason I feel that I had such a vivid and amazing experience was because I completely let go of everything that I could let stress me at the time. Listening to music that just opened up my soul and then going right to be in a perfect blank mood. Also, I started writing out a dream journal and when I am writing them down conisistently even for a week or two, it is a LOT easier to become aware.
I had a lucid dream this morning. Which is the best time to have one!! I am praying for this little girl right now that has cancer because I want to see and talk to her and try to heal her (I have been working on my focusing my energy) but, again I still have conflicts because as I asked to see her on to find her off in the distance but I could not reach her. In real-life she is not even two yet, but in this dream she was atleast 7 or 8.
With Love and Light,
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