hatterwest wrote:What Im still trying to figure out (your posts have confused me) is when you are getting up to interact with these things.. are you mentally aware of your physical body still being in the bed still?
My physical body is up and playing,walking etc. i have never left my physical body in bed, so im not lucid dreaming, it can happen from 30mins of trying to goto sleep (so i havnt actually fallen asleep yet) and at any point during the night through any stage of sleep. Last night i went to the toilet and saw (what appeared to be) an outline of a child about 5 metres from my door, i didnt do anything but look at it then went back to bed, i am totally aware and physically up.Are you at times also interacting with them with your physical body during daily life? eg really getting physically up and interacting? or interacting at other times during normal daily life?
During the day, absolutely nothing happens. it all all at night time, i have never meditated or anything to take me to a state to experience it during the day, we are looking into meditation to help me sleep.
False awakenings, im going to say i havnt experienced these as my physical body is always where i think it is lol, with the people i follow, and their smell.. they all go to the same place in my house, into my wardrobe although i do see things when i stay in other peoples homes aswell.
Sorry if im not answering your questions very well. Im still learning all the terms. There is a lot involved in this lol
sorry bear with me, Im still trying to work out if any of these may be false awakenings or not. Seeing you havent gone to sleep at all it is more likely it may not be a false awakening, with false awakenings one does believe one is in ones physical body and if you look at the bed cause it is a dream which you dont know it is, one wont see ones physical body there. So people believe they actually just got out of bed physically.
To complicate this it is also possible to have a waking induced lucid dream (so I'd think a waking induced false awakening would be very possible too). With these one may not experience going to sleep at all as ones waking consciousness can flow from the completely awake state to a dream state without any break in awareness at all eg no awareness that one just has fallen asleep. A combo of this and a false awakening would be extremely confusing and seem real. Now thou Im thinking due to what you said, it isnt this.. as if one has a false awakening.. there does come a point in which the person does "wake up" and realises it was a false awakening they had before. If you arent waking up at any point.. yeah you must be awake.
It would cause thou confusion if you have gone back to bed after a false awakening and then experienced yourself going to sleep and then later wake up from that....as you wouldnt then realise that you were asleep before that. Many people experience false awakenings in which they get up to go to the loo or get up to get a drink. During these period where you get up and see things.. do you have others in your house who can later confirm you actually got up as you believe you have??? Do you wake others up at the time who can later confirm it was real (and not a waking dream you then went back to bed from and then go to sleep consciously from there).
Your incidences do sound like common natural medium stuff. So im going to advise on that level as if you are dealing with actual spirits or other entities. Next time you see a being, this is what you need to do.
1/ Say a protection prayer.. use whatever beliefs you have to do that (just in case its bad things messing with you) eg innerly ask please god and the holy angels.. protect me from anything evil etc (or whatever you want to say). Know you are safe (your belief in the protection will strengthen it), imagine divine white light surrounding you.. protecting you.
2/. Focus on your heart and while doing so.. think of some time when you felt a lot of love (if you have children this could be at the birth of your child etc). Then imagine this love going out to the spirit you see, surround and cover it with love. (If its a negative one you will see it dont like that energy at all, it will get fearful or react in another way. Ive had beings at that point change eg a beautiful goddess like being who was trying to fool me (but I didnt know.. I do these checks as a precaution thing), once changed to a hag and went off screaming in agony.. the energy hurt it).
If the being dont like the love energy.. then call god or whatever you want for divine energy (or just think "divine energy" and imagine this DIVINE (white light) coming down from above, entering your crown.. and then project this energy out of your hand towards the being. Order it to leave and get out of your space (if you are christian you can order it in the name of Jesus Christ). Only very rare beings would be able to stay if you are using your will and doing this and ordering them to leave. Most entities/demons are very easy to get rid of. They are quite weak really if you start doing these things and projecting divine light at them and ordering them to leave your space. (I arent even Christian so dont have that power behind me but still easily manage to get rid of most of these).
3/ If the being is a good one who only seeks your help to move on or whatever.. after its passed these checks, you need to innerly, with your mind and thoughts (or if it helps say it outloud) ask it what it wants you to do? Find out its problem .. (if you cant hear it..dont let that concern you, just tell it its time here is over and to look for the divine light and enter it. It is true that some spirits dont know they are dead and need to be told. Some may need reassurance to move on). You could also ask it if it has something it wants to show you.
If you are a natural medium.. its a special role you have to play, its no good trying to run from your path.
You may also have an angel or high guide waiting to work with you with this if you call to them to start working with you and make themselves known (test these in the same way as the other things are tested.. evil can take on many forms). eg an example of the thought you could project out seeking help "I call upon a guide or angel to divinely help/teach me and ask this to be for my highest good".
Post back and let me know how you got on.. (I have many other things I can share with can help).
Where you scared of the spirit child? If so.. why?
If you end up not being able to bring yourself to start dealing with these things (Im a lightworker and willing to help you with that without opening yourself up in any dangerous ways, i have some experience in this).. you may then need to seek out a mediumship or spiritual group who does mediumship and has no fear in this area and go and learn throu them.
I personally think you are better off thou if you can start dealing with this now as if you go to a group and start learning this stuff.. its going to be happening to you MUCH MORE and have much more to deal with. it will be like turning your ability wide open and like as if you are wearing flashing lights on your head telling the spirits "come to me, I can see you". Some groups thou they have that gift and skill.. some of them arent acting in safe ways and bringing things into their bodies (eg there was a medium at a spiritualist church in my city who run a class and all the ones there ended up being possessed!! and were all laying on a floor completely out of it and couldnt be brought back to reality. Another healer had to be brought in to fix things. That other had done things in an unsafe way. Possession does and can happen (Ive been called in to deal with it and experienced it a little myself) and hence why Im not going to recommend you to go and find a mediumship group as I cant give you any good recommendations for one. Some groups can see and work with spirits but they may not be able to percieve other negative entities (so could be working with bad things). There is also individuals and groups out there who are working for the dark side and purposely will infest people with stuff and put them into trouble (good verses evil thing is very much going on).
But anyway..that being said. I can help you to help yourself if you are willing to do so, which I think is safer then going to unknown groups for help in getting over your fear. You can safely learn how to deal with this stuff.