Ok, so that night I was attempting to WILD. I was doing the technique where I was going to parts of my body, and thinking of them 'till they were clear, then imagining pressure and heat before moving onto another limb. So I was half-way done when I had this feeling similar to standing up and that dizzy feeling you get. It felt as if this cloud had suddenly sweeped into my head. Suddenly my hypnagogia(the stuff you see when you close your eyes) came to life. I saw two alligators chasing each other while I saw my sister's face in the upper part of my vision. And all of these awesome things came to me, I could see everything so clear! And then, of course, I then had this sudden urge to swallow because my throat was really dry(possibly my brain testing to see if i'm awake?). I was pushing off the swallow feeling, in turn ignoring the visions. The visions I had were gone soon after I ignored it. And I tried, I really did try to get the feeling back, but I couldn't, so I just fell asleep. No lucid dream. Was this my first WILD but then I damaged it by pushing it away? I had the same happen to me the next night and I embraced it and imagined my surroundings in my dream and I imagined everything I need to go into a WILD and nothing happened. It just went away like the last time. Can anyone tell me what they think happened?
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