I was walking through my house, recognizing everything about it. I was wearing my pink nightgown.
When I walked into the kitchen, it looked like it does in real life, but for one thing. Where a white utility table should have been, there was a man lying on a red pallet on the floor, in striped pjs, asleep. I recognized the man a s being a young Herbert Lom, from the 1962 version of The Phantom of the Opera, before the accident.
I couldn't resist. I lay on top of him for awhile, relishing how good and real he felt under me. I unbuttoned his shirt, running my hands over his chest, kissing it. I work my way upward, kissing his neck, face and lips. It was so strange because I'd never kissed a man before and I seemed to know what I was doing. I felt his lips which were so soft and wet.
He's beginning to wake up by this time and I can see those dark eyes of his widen. I keep kissing him, running my hands through his hair. He is so stunned that all he can do is lay there and moan, turning me on.
I keep stroking him. At one point, my hands are down his pants, kneading his butt! I can feel his erection through his pants and he's not wearing underwear. I want to touch and "do" him, but I am content just to be touching him. I want to f*** him, too, but "Aunt Flo" is visiting, so I wasn't comfortable with it. I'm "dry humping" him, like the roles had been reversed. I LOVE having power like this!
The strangest part of it was, my mother was in the room and asked if we wanted pancakes. How could I think of pancakes at a time like this?!
It is later in the day, I think. We are in Lord Ambrose Darcy's office. Petrie is trying to sell his music, without much success. I become angry with him, but don't remember what I said. He tries to comfort me by putting his arms around me from behind the chair. His hands brush against my breast, but I don't care.
My sister and I are his vocal students, and we are both fighting over him. We're following him around, begging him to choose one of us to marry him. He finally says, "meet me in room 14, and I will give you my answer then." I am walking up some stairs, in a very long dress, probably the 1895 style. I turn around and my mother is behind me, walking very slowly up them. I say to her, "Hurry up, or we will be too late!'
Couldnt do it due to Aunt Flo being there, I wonder if your subconsciousness inserted aunt flo there due to this all being something you wouldnt do in real life just like that.
I wanted to say I am proud of you for being so open and honest.
I should have said that a long time ago instead of letting your post hang around, unanswered, making you feel alone.
BUT YOU'RE NOT ALONE!
I get kinky dreams all the time and I think it's normal.
Here is what I did to have regular lucid dreams and the "naughty" ones:
Wore the NovaDreamer on level four, with beeps and flashing lights: they flashed 20 times.
Listened to Kelly Howell's Ecstacy CD-all night
listened to oxybliss peace CD-it has ocean waves with subliminal messages. I'm not sure if it's still in business, though-about 15 minutes before bed
Dick Sutphen's PK CD-all night
Steven Laberge's lucid dreaming CD-the nighttime track before bed
I did not expect to get *these* kind of results from using these. All I wanted was to end my nightmares, sleepwalking, and stress. I guess I got more than I bargained for!
There is even an erotic story about that in the Lonnie Barbach book, The Erotic Edge. It's called, Esther.
Nickfan40 wrote:I did not expect to get *these* kind of results from using these. All I wanted was to end my nightmares, sleepwalking, and stress. I guess I got more than I bargained for!
You are going to dream about whatever you think about and our subconscious tends to have a mind of it's own that we keep suppressed during the day and it takes over at night. Procreation is a big part of our psyche due to evolution. There's never any TMI (too much information) for me to handle, and again, I like your open honesty.
I don't know if the NovaDreamer had anything to do with the dream or not, but I know the Kelly Howell Ecstacy CD did.
Nickfan40 wrote:"Aunt Flo" referred to my period.
Whoops, that was my Aspergers coming out, I miss sayings and take things literally.
thank you, I'll try to remember that one. Second time in two days Ive been caught out by a saying.
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