So this weekend I've had several dreams, unfortunately they were all fairly short, but it means a bit of improvement for me.
1. (This dream is after I did the WBTB and tried the WILD)
I'm in my room and I'm very frustrated, obviously the WILD didn't work and I haven't become lucid (thinking I was awake). So I go to my computer and trying to search on the site how to properly do a WILD again. My inner clock seems to be correct because I knew that it was sometime very early morning.I look at my computer clock. The time is "8:96am"....Well that can be right, so I check again. This time the clock says "You'll 8:96". (Yay! my RC worked!). I realise I'm dreaming and rub my hands to together and shout "clarity now!!" It seems though, that it didn't work and I feel like my lucidity is like a sinking ship....and I awaken.
2. (Same night after about half an hr)
I awaken (I believe it was a false awakening) to a creepy black figure standing over me. I freak out a bit and close my eyes "This is only a dream, and this is sleep paralysis" is what I tell myself. I scared myself awake from this one.
3. (Same night about an hr later)
I'm again in my room and I feel as if something is watching me. Though I remember the dark figure from the dream before. I open my door and throw what seems to be a shopping cart into the hallway as if to try and fend off the same dark figure that I had seen previous. I realise I'm dreaming...why else would there be a shopping cart in my room? I look at my palms and see the lines on my hands make a weird face. I realise I'm dreaming and try to stabilize but again awake quite suddenly.
4. (last one, the night after the previous 3 dreams)
Same method, meditate WBTB and meditate again 6 hours later.
I'm in my basement surrounded by a couple of friends. I don't quite know what triggered this one but I turn one of my friends and say "Hey bro! I'm dreaming." All he answered was "Ok" and turned his back on me. I try to stabilize and lose it immediately.
So this is my weekend thus far. Throw in about 5 other non - lucid dreams.
I seem to lose my lucidity too quickly and can't seem to stabilize even when I try. My only goal the last two nights was to be able to stabilize myself and analyze my surroundings, but it didn't work.
Anyone have tips they think may be helpful in this situation?
I'm still quite happy with my results, It's improvement.
A shopping cart mainly represents reaping the rewards of hard work.
I thought that was interesting considering I've been trying to work hard to become lucid.
hope this helps a little, any tips you learn I would love to hear aswell
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