Yes, I know what you mean. I had something like it in the past. If not the only thing achieving it again is Lucid Dreaming. I want to succeed in LD, because of the same reason; I had many great dreams that I want to experience again (not the same dream but the way they made me feel). Can you tell me if it was lucid? You are in the section of sharing LDs but I thought it was a regular, because you ask how to make it be with you. if it was lucid you wouldn't ask, because you can create it again, anyway.
Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. Then the worms eat you. Be grateful it happens in that order.