I come from a very conservative background, and there really isn't anyone I know that I can talk to about this, so for the past 10 years, I mainly keep it to myself.
It started after I came down with neuropathy due to low vitamin b12 when I was in my early 30s. So I know that the b12 shots probably had something to do with the beginning of these dreams. But, I still have them, even when now when I don't take shots anymore. They are very random and I enjoy them. I have gotten some better at accepting them when they happen, so they last a little longer than they used to.
I have questions/need opinions on some of the experiences I have had through the years:
-- The best dream I have ever had was flying over an ocean as the sun was coming up. It did not last long and I was sad when I came back. I do not remember getting there, it just happened. I don't understand why I didn't stay, because I was very happy and wanted to stay.
-- Once, I was at a lake and I was walking on water. I will never forget the feeling of the sensation under my feet. Then, I was so excited to be having a lucid dream, that I wanted to go find someone to have sex. As soon as I said this out loud, I felt like I was just thrown back to my body and I woke up. It made me feel like I had done something wrong.
-- Having these dreams has really given me hope of a spirit and an afterlife. The only sensations I have had of OBE is once I felt like I was coming back into my body after a lucid dream, and another time I felt like I was lifting my head out of my body. But the main thing that has excited me, was once I was in a lucid dream, and my uncle that had just passed away, came over and swooped me up and put me in a chair. Then it felt like he was holding me down so that I wouldn't fly away, and then I felt myself paralyzed back in the bed with my eyes closed, and I heard him speak into my ear -- I love you. Then I said I love you too and I instantly woke up. The voice was very real.
-- I have had some lucid dreams where I am moving through space like a roller coaster. Anyone else have these?
-- I read on the site that a mirror that looks like water is some kind of doorway? Once, I had this happen to me where I had water over me in bed and I was trying to touch through it. Of course it didn't last long.
-- Does anyone else hear voices that sound like it's some kind of radio or TV broadcast?
Anyway, I know this is a lot, but I'd appreciate any feeback or advice. Hopefully I don't sound too crazy!
Thanks for listening.
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