Ok,so I have been extremely inactive since the last time I posted over 4 months ago. Looking to get back in the loop. I have had some interesting dreams since coming to Japan – one of which actually seemed to indicate towards a micro-sprain I got in my right ankle a day or so after the dream (it was a really ominous dream – I might post the full transcript on the forums or wherever is best, but essentially I was fighting some giant, demon-version of Gollum from The Lord of the Rings as the “Grim Reaper” to fight against the devil who “had tricked his way into omniscience” — the eeriest line from this dream was when the demon-version of Gollum threatend me, “I will turn you into something of use to my master!” The rest of the dream involved me having to rely on others in order to defeat this demon as the spear I had was completely ineffective; while with all things it might be reading too much into it, after my injury I had to rely heavily on others in getting around for a whole month, and since the injury I have reflected on many things I had never considered before ).
Either way, I also will post my senior thesis that is related to my dreams and shadow development (specifically sexuality but a bit of agression as well). But I want to edit it over again, and that is quite the beast – so for now I will tentatively say I will post it by the end of October.