I'm likewisee a big fan of blow but it kills lucidity for me.
And it makes sense, In reallity we are not the out going socialble creatures on blowt hat we are in life, so why would we be on blow?
My lack of lucidity annoys me big time on blow & TBH I know I could be a dream God without it, but I still partake of blow oncer per week because I enjoy it.
2, it makes me so damn creative.
It's a fine line & one us (addicts) must learn to cross.