Peter wrote:I will lay in on the line and say with your repeated statements and references to someone hating you its a place you are stuck in and a little sad.
Try accepting a simple fact that no one here hates you only you think they do
No matter what life is rich and my world is not like yours, yes I am lucky enough to be healthy and have a sound mind but like you I have the reality I want.
Actually I have really a lot of enemies who hate me. Enemies from middle and high school. Enemies from every club I've been banned from (getting banned from a club usually gives you a lot of hate and a VERY BAD reputation that makes you even more hated by others). Enemies from the religion I ditched. Yes I have enemies from so many reasons, I actually have very many reasons that I am a very hated person. This is why I don't make friends with people. I make friends with animals, because they never judge you. They will accept and befriend you, no matter who you are. The cats I have (and I have had), never once judged me or anyone else. They are very loyal and accepting. The animals at the humane society are very much the same. When you visit with dogs, they will jump on you and lick you, or they will approach you and beg for a pet. When you visit with cats, they will climb on your lap, chest, or back, and many will accept any brand of affection.
One of the users was sending me very hateful PMs a while ago, saying things that made me think about Aokigahara Forest. One user said before he wanted me to be banned. Another said that she couldn't stand me because of my mood swings. Also a couple users told me I was going to become a Nazi and was going to destroy the world. That suspiciously sounds like those users hate me, as when others have specifically said they hated me or bullied me, they have said such things before. I've been in clubs before where others have hated me with a vengeance (usually whenever I joined a club, I was always hated by everyone, and I knew it, that's just how it was). Actually I practically already know that user hates me, how do I know? Because he is "best friends" with a user who made it very clear to me he hates me, and he would do anything for that user.
Oh well I would much rather be more hated than the foulest villain (even though I would never hurt anyone) and simply die in Aokigahara Forest (and have considered it) than ever become a romantic.
Basically since middle school, my mood swings ruined my reputation. Actually my Lucid Dreams in high school back then ruined my reputation as well. Because I had several problems in that Lucid Dream club back when I was a teenager with talking about them (I got banned), then in my community when I had probability Lucid Dreams, made worse if my Lucid Dream friends had them as well. I don't really feel comfortable talking about those around several of the users, because I did mention a couple once on here, but it went about as well as talking with them with my brother who believes Lucid Dreaming is fake, and I am always lying/delusional about it.
I dare you Summer and Deschain, to find where I am hiding, and try to attack.