i was in a pub and went to the toilet saw my boss on the way. my dad was in the urinal as well, as he walked out he said "are you going to the post office?". i started urinating on myself because i couldnt control it. other people in the room starting laughing at me, at this point i realized it was a lucid dream, so i started urinating all over the floor. i walk out of the toilet with piss all over my pants and all the people start fading, and just turning into voices. i try to keep the dream going (i always try to bring the dream back as it starts to fade) but i cant this time and i can only hear voices and the dream somewhat ends. i open my eyes a little to try and wake up. but i cant. i rock my body back and forth to try and wake myself up, but my eyes wont open. i start violently rocking my body back and forth in bed to try to wake myself up, at this point im starting to get scared and can feel my heart pounding in my chest. i try screaming out to my dad (as i know he's home) but i cant talk. i still cant open my eyes, i have full control over my body but something wont let me open my eyes or speak yet. i get out of bed with my eyes still closed, walk out of my room, through the kitchen and then i can start yelling "DAD! DAD! DAD!" i walk into the lounge room and with all my strength I open my eyes, ever so slightyly to see a female body laying face down (in a yoga position). I grab her by the throat and she looks at me with no face. I start squeezing her throat until I can feel her pulse in my body. everything starts to fade back to black (me closing my eyes again) and i start to feel us both float away. I wake up with a massive jump, heart racing, breathing heavily.
this time I'm really awake.
sorry about the bad spelling, language, punctuation, etc..
so the last few months when ive been having lucid dreams they all end the same way. me trying to wake up, but i cant. i always try to wake myself up but i feel like im just in a coma and cant move or speak. this one was the worst with me being able to "sleep-walk" and seeing another person whilst trying to wake up. it's getting annoying, and its at the point where ill actually wake up from one of these dreams at night and get out of bed, just so i dont have it happen again. i'll get out of bed at 2am and stay awake until i start work at 7 just so its not possible to get "stuck in my dream".
If you guys have any advice or would like to read into my dream and whats happening, that would be brilliant.