Don't worry Lucide, I too spent several years in acute and critical care for children, taking a path for less money for joy of helping children.
It is odd that he claims to be a scientist (or "scientific" if lacking educational credential) but acquires facts through guessing and alleged ability for psychoanalysis. Did Summer retract his knowing you are Nesgirl? Summerlander is unable to distinguish hypothesis from fact. Mind reading when convenient to make Summerlander look good is the same technique that makes cults successful. He is unable to say 'you sound like Nesgirl for certain reason'. Cult has to prove Lucide is Nesgirl and rise up in defiance with "fact."
What Summerlander accuses others of being is what he is. A baby that has to make others look bad so that he will feel better about himself. Summerlander wishes that we write songs to the praise of his glorious intellect.
Utah is well known for doing services for others. Actually when I did the services for those kids, I didn't get paid anything. I usually end up paying the community a very small fraction of what I earn, not for taxes, but because they are using the small amount of money people give back (we are asked, I'm fine with it) to home the homeless (a survey more recently showed that 91% of them were rehomed), feed the starving (there is a huge food storage house they have in Utah, where they even grow their own supplies thanks to the money and community services people do there for them), supply their own clothing/furniture or even accept used in a storage center for the needy as well, and so much more. There is even a special clinic there specifically for the mentally ill. The U of U sports team, you may not know, sometimes has mentally disabled people playing on their sports team, which is why I support the team.
I used to be into science as well, when I was a child, and I got really good grades in both math and science. I am still very good in numbers, but I also had a great interest in computers and video games, and was fully capable of lucid dreaming as a child. I was good enough in science and in math that I could have pursued a science or a math degree if that was what I wanted, because I did really enjoy school growing up, which most of my classmates didn't seem to enjoy (except for middle school, but that was only because I got attacked by bullies every day). Then in high school, I did enjoy the math and science classes, especially when I got to induce WILDs when I accidentally got too sleepy to stay awake. When I was introduced to multimedia, and found I was able to get away with doing or saying whatever I wanted and making my characters do exactly the same thing, I found I quite enjoyed the thrilling escape away from reality when I went into a multimedia project, and could make my characters do or say anything I wanted them to. It took a while until I could figure out exactly how I could put my ideas into exactly how I wanted, but Lutopia seems to fit exactly how I feel about escaping from reality and getting away with doing, being, or creating whatever you want without there being any consequences from morals (such as my violence towards pixel characters) or the laws of physics (weight gain or other negative side effects if you eat something, super abilities, no pixilelated character will ever be mean to you no matter what your personality is like, which is important for some disabled people). I simply found that I just prefer the escapism of multimedia much more.
Don't worry about what he's saying about me. It is probably true I have done some bad things in my life. I really regret some of the things I did while I was in middle school while I had my depression episodes, which was yet another reason why I ended up in detention almost every day. I am completely responsible for allowing myself to get to that point back then, even if I was getting attacked every day by bullies.
I don't have a high IQ myself (that comprehension handicap I have makes my IQ normal, I scored As in the other subjects, but an F in comprehension, giving me a C), but I don't really seem to care, as it doesn't seem to affect me in hands on numbers or multimedia.
An example of lucid dreaming: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YW7ps_VSPkg (1:46 Is that me or is this me? "Am I still dreaming?") Simpsons example: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3X1n5Yny3g